yosh..... huhu.. i guess i only post something when the season starts to change. i guess maybe my heart is having a change during tht time too.. thts why im writing this stuff usually. maybe i donno where too express it to.. but here. where nobody will hear me. so its nearly fall rite now in the land of sonata, they say tht autumn is the season for men. not just any guys.. but for those who are having a heart break, a crush for some else, or maybe relationship problem. n the stories goes tht as the leafs fall from the dying oak tree( oak trees have leaf is it? i just wrote it so it sounded more dramatic) n runs dry.. so does the heart of men. the atmosphere surrounding them, makes the wound deep inside to once again bleed. not to mention tht all other problems that we are having in the present day.some even considered killing themselves cause of too much depression. but back in our country we dont have 4 season. its sunshine n rainy days all the years.same goes to the emotional expression, it's either u smile or cry for the moment, no regrets n move on as the years pass. at least thts wat i feelback in malaysia but here, its different. totally, as the season change, i can feel my regrets, pain, lost and all sort bad thing inside me. argh... hate it when it comes.but it's not just me. other guys r havin hard time this season. i can clearly see tht based on their facebook status, much2 more emo then i am. i guess tht maybe wat they say is true till this day.im having some sort break down wif someone whom i like.. n it giving me a hard time nowadays. all tht i can say to myself, " boh pike banyak lak... tido2." hm.. tht didnt help much. if reading this.... pliz say something, r u hiding away from me? why? i thought we were friends. ergh... just forget about it.. if u want me gone.. ill go.
