Scribble note book..

dari rasa lapar.. terus rasa kenyang

2010-09-16T01:38:00.002+09:00

it was like 8.50pm sumthing, just after general chemistry lab class. i was < insert any superlative > hungry. i think it's because of the calsium i ate during lab( nah just kidding!!!) anyway, im not kidding bout the hungry part(sik makn bah sebelum gi kelas ne gayaㅠ.ㅠ ). then i went to the surau for isyak prayer while complaining bout my empty stomach. i met lukman hakim ( my neighbour at officestel in case u didnt know, we shared most of our kitchen stuff and eat on daily basis) ondaway there and " lukme, lapo lah ( dengan muka mintak mkan)". and he answered, "lapo? mkan! ha.. lapo.. masok,ngantok? tido, letih.. rehat, kalau ado rasa kekosongan tu... solat." with a sincere look while passing me by. and god knows how.. i felt i ate sumthing. enough to say im not that hungry anymore. well, it seems simple.. but there are two things that make me felt satisfied maybe.. i guess. the part he said if i felt any emptiness.. i should solat. and second of all, i just realise... he was going to cook for me ( just kidding haha ). he's indeed a good friend ^^. not becoz he cooks for me everyday or cut my hair last night. but for reminding me of those thing i sometime forget. haha. im not being gay or anything. nothing wrong in saying good things bout your friend rite?

ah watever..phew2

just in case u need to make hard choices..

2010-09-14T21:36:00.000+09:00

remember when we used to learn a poem by robert frost? it was in middle school ( form 2-3) if my memory serves me correctly. well.. at first i hated it. it's just another poem to come out in exam and make my life worst. but somehow out of nowhere.. it keeps on hitting me back during most of the difficult part of my life. and later i finally understand what it meant. not by notes for PMR, but rather life changing event, turning points of life.. or just a time where u know u just couldnt go back. and it helps more or less at those time. anyway, just another fruit of thought. wont hurt by reading it and make my day ^^

the road not taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same, 10

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back. 15

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

robert frost

Pingsu

2009-12-30T00:33:00.003+09:00

When out wif ma frenz at sillim few hours ago. some random pictures^^

buy krispy creme for your love ones for this christmas :P

still.. all of it cant beat the taste of ais kacang haha

my accomplish

a treat from lukman abusirin thanks a lot bro

where the light is.. ^^

the free fall

2009-10-17T13:32:00.009+09:00

yosh..... huhu.. i guess i only post something when the season starts to change. i guess maybe my heart is having a change during tht time too.. thts why im writing this stuff usually. maybe i donno where too express it to.. but here. where nobody will hear me. so its nearly fall rite now in the land of sonata, they say tht autumn is the season for men. not just any guys.. but for those who are having a heart break, a crush for some else, or maybe relationship problem. n the stories goes tht as the leafs fall from the dying oak tree( oak trees have leaf is it? i just wrote it so it sounded more dramatic) n runs dry.. so does the heart of men. the atmosphere surrounding them, makes the wound deep inside to once again bleed. not to mention tht all other problems that we are having in the present day.some even considered killing themselves cause of too much depression. but back in our country we dont have 4 season. its sunshine n rainy days all the years.same goes to the emotional expression, it's either u smile or cry for the moment, no regrets n move on as the years pass. at least thts wat i feelback in malaysia but here, its different. totally, as the season change, i can feel my regrets, pain, lost and all sort bad thing inside me. argh... hate it when it comes.but it's not just me. other guys r havin hard time this season. i can clearly see tht based on their facebook status, much2 more emo then i am. i guess tht maybe wat they say is true till this day.im having some sort break down wif someone whom i like.. n it giving me a hard time nowadays. all tht i can say to myself, " boh pike banyak lak... tido2." hm.. tht didnt help much. if reading this.... pliz say something, r u hiding away from me? why? i thought we were friends. ergh... just forget about it.. if u want me gone.. ill go.

spring is coming!!

2009-04-08T01:47:00.002+09:00

OMG!! Its already spring again n i cant believe its almost a year i,ve been here on the land of sonata. im kinda really grateful tht im still here. the flowers start to bloom ...photograppers hehe running here n there catchin spactacular shot. here in seoul this photo geek should check out youeido kongwon( park) to get the real view of spring. just amazing!! n in two weeks ill be havin my mid term.. dem it.. argh.. but anyway.. the sakura pokkot or watever they call that flower, is just amazing beautiful. i wish i hav a camera too!! T.T. huhu.. its been a while i left my crib. sory!! i try my best to update it.. n next time there will be more post, video, n stuff.. but now.. i really need my sleep.. -.-**

The celestial being is back!!!!!!

2008-10-19T13:17:00.006+09:00

Kidou shinsen group is back bringing the high tech super mecha GUNDAM 00 season 2 n this time the celestial being is out to atone the mistake of forming the Earth sphere federation. the last inter vention to unify the world leads the Earth Sphere federation to pure dictatorship. The 1st episode show the return of soran ibrahim better known as setsuna f. seiei 4 years after the final intervention. Now their up against new threats, Ribbon Almark who behold the power to control the veda. plus the A-laws security force are also soon to be a big threat as the world are on their back. A new group of rebel, the katarons who rebels against earth sphere federation is unknown of their real motive but will they be an ally? one things for sure the new mobile suits are super cool better then the first season!! the first two gundam that have been revealed in the first 2 episode were sarevee n there comes the twin drive double 0 gundam!!! super cool!! the other two will be aerios n i forgot its name.. nevermind other wise it would be a spoiler.. haha n heres the data on the previous mecha for gundam oo s. 1.. plus the opening theme for the 2nd season by Uver world called hakanaku mo towa no kanashi ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmuscw8h3Dg&feature=related

The sixteenth day of Ramadhan..

2008-09-16T14:18:00.003+09:00

Well... its been a while since i made this blog but still i haven't put any post to it.. Owh god.. maybe blogging is not my stuff... but the other part of me says tht i need to write a blog.. i need to express myself in a way. haha...

Come to think of it, i never thought tht i would write sumthing like this. hmm.. n sumhow i end up writing my first blog on the 16th day of Ramadhan. How significant. Two days ago, koreans celebrated moon cake festival n yesterday was national holiday for them. Ask me what did i do during dat time!! haha instead of terawikh, i end up eating at a chinese restaurant!! damn it was an accident. my juin ( the F***** owner of my basement) was pissed off because i didn't keep my promise to do some clean up in our basement. argh.. i am so depress just by lookin at him. talking to him is like talking to a dog i think. i dont really know why actually??! maybe he looks like a dog kot?? nah... haha

anyway i told him that i was goin out just to get him off my hook so went out together wif luke , shanghao, n wei huan at tht time. They were gathering for the moon cake festival n havin dinner at korea tae. well i join in bcoz i think tht the only one tht are joining was my batch only. But end up wif all of the jpa chinese student in korea. i was stunned 4 a moment.. knowing tht i,ll be dead if anyone find out about this. im mean it!!!
After tht they gather at a chinese restaurant to have few courses of dinner. n wat the hell m i thinkin!!?? but fortunetly one no 2 nice sombe( seniors) help me other a seafood kuksu i think for my buka puasa. i was so relieve back then.. huuu... after the dinner the seniors start socializin wif the colleage n juniors n stuff, even talk to me in chinese( i dont know a word wat their sayin). n then some of the seniors thought that i was a banana. well. 'banana' is chinese who dont know how to speak chinese. a new vocab 4 me.. haha n the night goes on n on..
i think the rest of the story tht night i'll keep it to myself. haha!! don wurry i didnt drank soju or anything. nothing bad happen, n i even have my sahur that night.. haha it was one crazy night i wont forget.. >.<